Dear World,

Am I really so unlikable?
What's wrong with me?

I feel alone. I feel so lonely and abandoned.

I miss my friends, I miss feeling like I had friends.

I miss Alanna. I know that we had problems and I know there are some things I don't agree with but we are so alike and she gets me like no one else ever has but now it's gone.
I want to talk to her, but I feel like this is one sided and I feel like she doesn't care and I feel to much like shit to get my heart hurt.
God, I sound like a whiny ex.

I wish I could find a new job. I wish I could do something i'm interested in.
I love Albertsons. Those people at that store care more about me then anyone else in my life.
I've met people that give me hope that there is something to love in me.

I hate feeling worthless.
I can't write about this anymore.

Love,
Leesha.