baby let me love you down, theres so many ways to love you.

dear world,



i've been thinking this same thing for a while now,
but i don't want to write about it here.

i haven't cried in a week and thinking about this thing,
writing about this thing,
will lead to tears and i don't want that.

the more i read your blog
the more i find out that i can't read you.
you cover up everything so god damn well
that i don't know what's wrong till you confess to your blog.

i want to be able to look at you and know that you aren't okay but i can't.
that makes me sad inside.

i want to be the one thing inyour life that works.
i don't want to make you feel bad
i don't want to make you upset.
i don't want you to feel like your done with everything, including me.

i want to be that part of your life you go to when everything else is going to shit.
but i'm not.
i just further complicate your life.
that sucks.

tell me what i can do to make it better for you?
tell me what i can do to make me perfect?


lovezzzz.
-Alisha<3