i'm just as confused as ever.

dear world,


today had good and bad parts.

i really wanted to hang out with JUST you at lunch but you didn't seem down.
why? :|

i had a really good talk with Jorge.
That kid is amazing and he made me realize some things
that I don't think I was considering.
And he made me realize it's okay to not be okay with things
and that I have every right to take some time to get past this.
He understands me.
and it makes me happy.

I realized many things today actually.

I got a new purple shirt.
i'm diggin' it. [:

i really want to spend tomorrow with you.
but some how, i don't see that happening.

anywaysss.
i'm gonna dye my hair tonight.
i'm excited.


lovezzzz.
-Alisha<3