count em' 1 2 3. :)

dear world,

my mind is racing.
so i'm gonna make my brain throw up on this blog.

i really miss having you in my life.
you were an amazing best friend and i want that back.
i want a guy friend who gets things and can talk to me about anything.
i want someone that knows me better then i know myself.

dangg.
i don't think that's gonna happen thoughh.

so i know i said that i was okay with you not opening up to me, but dayumm i'm really not.
i'm not used to this.
i don't know how to get used to this.
but i won't ask, i want you to come to me on your own when you are ready.

i think a lot.
this has to be bad for your health. :p
i think i sound like one of those crazy people that like has no life and over analyzes everything.
haha, maybe i am?

i like that things are better between us.
we moments today,
i love you so muchh<3
but sometimes i wanna just say can we make out now?
like in Juno, except my eggo isn't preggo. :)
do you ever feel like that?

i've decided that unless I am directly asked i don't want to bring up my feelings.
i feel really bad about how selfish i am sometimes.
i go on about me and i want to start to be there for others.
but, on this blog i'll always be 100% percent.

alrightt, well i don't know what else to talk about.
lovezz.

-Alisha<3