all i can do is grow.

Dear World,

So my mom told me that I might have a chance to move to California and at first I was like well no way jose, I have a whole life here and a boyfrenn I love so much, why would I leave?

I got to thinking about it and I was thinking that I might want to go. It could be good for me, get me out of Colorado and into something I might like more.

After having a conversation with my boyfrenn and best friend I started to doubt if I should go and then decided that it was prolly a horrible idea and that it could hurt my relationship with Tommy.

My mind was set on HECK NO!

But someone told me that I have one life and I should make the most out of it and make every moment something I want. If I want to move to california a little distance shouldn't break us up. I mean will distance make him love me any less? I sure hope not.

I mean I'm not saying that I'm gonna move, but if I want to I should. I'm not anywhere near deciding what I am going to do, and it might not even happen, but if what I have is true unconditional love then it will still be there when I am in California and he is in Colorado.

-Alisha.